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im starting this entry 4:44am on sunday oct 10/10 and my relationship welll idk what to do friends of mine read and give there opinions and advice im hoping they do now to i love ashley so much i really do but things shes doing are just not ok and they are hurting me emensly like today i find out she hasnt talked to me to see if i cared enough to call her when i havnt had anytime and when i did she didnt answer i asked her if shed go with me somewhere said shed call back and tell me and didnt and then told me her mom said she couldnt see anyone then invited everyone over like 2 days in a row and it was all for a ******** game to her i mean am i wrong for thinking this she always talks about another guy when im with her and she always goes out of her way to see him i constantly feel as if im being replaced but idk im ranting depressed hurt and sadly sobing as i try to go to sleep with all this on my head idk if i can give her another chance for this like it killed me to be litterally avoided by my love so any of you want to tell me something please do END 4:51am