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the addicting poison
happiness is and addicting poison but is it really what we need ive come to my senses with out it the illusion of a happy life together fighting happily through the hardships is an empty hope shes dependant on me and i like that but its not good for her i need to break that cause what happens when im gone or dead what will she do also what would this cinderella do i dont want to hurt anyone else anymore she has done nothing to me yet im expected to rip her heart from her chest i hate how some one has to get hurt i have a way it would work out fine but would her breaking heart survive it or will we all turn to ashes i have to pick between the love of my life who of which i fear and a girl i have alot in common with and like alot idk both of them have negitives and positives ashley (My juliet) ive never felt as much joy with her than anyone else shes made me the happiest i could be but is it just the addicting poison to when you fall from that high of being happy it crushes you more while she has made me the happiest ive ever beeen shes also made me the sadist ive ever felt and jessica (Chibi) we have alot more in common then i couldve ever guessed not only as people but with expierence i think she deserves some happiness after what shes been through and i think i can give it to her and she hasnt made me sad at all ever nothing but happiness but is it enough is that also just another high what happens when that one makes me fall or worse what if i dont all ik is im traped between pain and more pain and idk what i can do i always say follow your heart and i am but i dont know where its taking me yet
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