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idk what i should do anymore shes always on my mind and it hurts that im on hers. should that her knowing she still loves me eventhough shes with someone else i want to fix things but everytime i try to get through to her it hurts me more she asked me to wait i said i would i asked her the same she said she would no more than 4-5 days later she was with someone else and she still asked me to stay around knowing it would kill me inside this wasnt the first time this happened though and idk i thought it was selfish and i told her that and she turned it into something like i hate her when i dont i just hate having my heart tossed around like that i want to be with her again and she says she does but i dont belive it anymore or its that i dont want to cause ik this will just happen again even though she will promise she wont do it again like last time but in the end its all the same she says i still hold her heart but i try to keep it but its slowly leaving my grasp i can feel it but im deleting this tomorrow befor she sees cause shess subscribed and i dont think shell check again so MFNB please please fix your PM please and thanks for helping