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I feel like crap. Laura is back from California and I feel TERRIBLE! I thought she was in ISS and wasn't telling me, so that's what I told some other people when they asked me where she was. I may have just accidentally started a rumor about one of the few people I trust anymore. I mean, some people said they had seen or talked to her before and/or after school while she was in California, and I forgot she was out of state. I thought she was just abandoning me for something I did. Then, I looked back at all the people that told me that more than once- Carolina and Sam. Carolina has been trying to mess with me ever since I straight up told her I didn't like her, and Sam has been known to lie. I feel like trash for not trusting Laura ultimately. Laura, if you're reading this, forgive me!
Tonight I went to a hockey game with JJ. There were four fights, and three of them lasted for over two minutes. It was a Rampage vs. Riverman game, and they both aren't really good teams. In fact, the Rampage is purposely bad! It's my strong belief that the Spurs bought THE worst team in the league for San Antonio so they could have all of the main sponsors and focus as far as sports go. The Rampage won by two points- five to seven.
On the drive home from the game, my dad was pulled over by a cop. He has speeding with forty-one miles per hour in a thirty miles per hour zone. Dad was given a warning because he was polite and had all of his paper work. That, and the cop wanted to get home as much as we did. It was 11:30 on a Friday night, we ALL had better things to do. So, to celebrate not having to pay $250 for a ticket, Dad took us to Amy's! Amy's has the best ice cream in San Antonio. It's located in the Quarry Marketplace. I got dark chocolate with peanut butter and spilled it all over my jeans. I had to drown them in stain stick the second we were home.
Tomorrow is my safe sitter class! Once I know how to do CPR and stuff, I can officially go back into the world of babysitting. For $5 a hour, I'll babysit one kid. For $6 a hour, I'll babysit two kids. For $7, I'll babysit three kids. For $9 a hour, I'll babysit five or more kids. I refuse to do Chuck E. Cheese parties and kiddie concerts, but other than that, I'm good. I ordered business cards for myself. They get here in a few days. I'm going to pass them out at church and at school functions. I expect to be able to buy an acoustic guitar by the end of the school year, if I play my cards right. My dad can get me a Yahama traditional 6-string dark oakwood guitar for as low as $130. I want an acoustic guitar more than an electric because for an electric guitar, you have to have an amp, amp cord, pick, and string gloss. With an acoustic guitar, all you need is the guitar and, preferably, a pick. I thought I was getting an acoustic guitar originally, but my dad thought I wanted an electric more. Oh well. It's not like I had much of a say.
Well, you know how I wrote that journal entry about showering in cold water and how it calmed me down? The effects have worn off. I'm back to normal, only worse- I'm always tired but afraid to sleep, when I do sleep I have horrid nightmares, and I have to have caffeine every morning and afternoon. I'm still having an awfully hard time remembering things, and I've become TOO honest with people about myself. A couple of days ago, I told Ryan Watts I absolutely adored blue and dark eyes with either black or brown hair. He has blue eyes and brown hair, Ryan Sun and Aftab both have dark eyes with black hair, and Davis has blue eyes with black hair. It's pretty much put me in a bad situation. I'm pretty decent friends with a lot of the guys in 7th grade, but I can have a non-debated conversation with those for guys. I'm so tired and confused, I don't even want to go much further into it.
Davis is starting to creep me out a little bit. He's always doing that thing where he pokes me in the sides and makes me scream extremely high now. We're working together in the groups of four projects. We talk in Reading, Science, and sometimes at lunch. About three days ago, I started getting bad vibes around him. Like, seriously scary s**t vibes. And yesterday, Davis gave me his e-mail address and myspace link. I'm really nervous. I don't want to hurt his feelings, but I'm afraid of him a little bit. Any suggestions?
I'm leaving my piano bench for a while so I can focus on school work. It occurred to me that I spent more time writing songs or short stories than I spent working on school work, and my grades are dropping. I've decided to leave the songwriting position until my grades are higher.
I'm too tired to type about what my plans over Spring Break are, so I'll do it tomorrow.
Your Lord and Master,
Lois
 LongWayHome · Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 06:44am · 1 Comments |
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