• She calls you kitten and when you answer
    you guys hugs
    She tells you she loves you

    You say it is weird
    and that it won't turn into anything
    you say you don't know why she said it

    you joke around with being with someone else
    being with her
    doing things with her

    Yet you say you only have your eye on me
    and that you know doing anything like that would result in people getting hurt
    but do you know or are you just saying it because you know it is what I want to hear?

    My heart shattered as I read her last words over and over
    the thought of you with or doing things with someone else is all that is running through my mind
    I say it is ok

    All I think about is her last words,your last words and everything
    my heart shatters again and again has I hear her words in my mind
    I can't breath,I don't know how long I can pretend everything is ok,everything is fine