When He's Gone.

• Artist: Scarletgreen
• Description: Most people wouldn't understand the ending - But if your a deep enough person,
  and you just so happen TO understand it - then I welcome you into my arms and the rest of the love I own.
  (This was a true story)
• Date: 10/04/2008
• Tags: gone

Whenever he would die,
I never really knew how much I'd cry.
All the pain that swarmed inside,
was never released because I tried to have pride.
But what is pride if you cannot have it?
What happens when you all you do is lack it?

So I bottled myself up,
and tried to never give up.

I couldn't laugh at jokes,
And when I ate food I choked.

Every night I would cry myself to sleep,
Reminding myself he wouldn't want me to weep.
But I couldn't help it,
Because the quiet was like gasoline,
and my feelings were a match about to be lit.

I Exploded with emotions,
the kinds we wished we could hate.

But I never told anyone,
it was definatley too late.

So here I am,
still wanting to scream it out,
but what would people think?
That I'm a sourcrout?

So I sing myself sweet songs,
and remember who he was.
And I'll never forget him,
and since I'm a kid,
All I can answer with is "Because."

Comments

[ICanHazPanda]

Amazing! I love it. I think I understand the ending.. Like as a " kid " adults think of our love lives almost as a joke. They think we don't have strong enough emotions to love a person . Though we do of course. We don't lie when we say " I love you " . Correct me if I'm wrong but that's what I thought of in the last two lines. 5/5

[-IiRoCkVaNz-]

WOW..........great 5/5

[angelmonkey10 V2]

i think im gonna cry i loved it

[hinatagirl1112]

and u called mine good? urs is way better than mine