• I dont know how to feel anymore........ Id rather feel pain, agony,and sorrow then nothing at all. But now its come to were i cant use that to feel. Will my life be a pill.... take away the pain so i wont feel anything at all..... my heart is torn bit by bit i feel this is just part of it. I dont now how to smile... i dont know how to frown.. i dont know how to breath... i dont know how to suffocate... i dont how to cry..... i dont know how to do so many things......... but most of all it hurts to not be able to love................. wait it hurts.... maybe i can feel , just maybe.