• My heart beats her name forever and without rest. I love her yet I do not have her, I have loved and lost. Whether it is for better or worse I do not know but it is painful, yet wonderful. I'm unsure why but I am happy for her and I cannot be angry with her no matter what happens.But everyday I see her face even when she is not there and my heart yearns and aches for the old times. For though she is gone from my grasp my heart beats her name.