• What a New Year.

    Why do I keep Trying?
    When inside I feel like I am dying
    All I am gonna do is start another year off crying.
    Some days I just watch the sky
    And realize all that I can do is try

    Guess this is my New Year.

    Full of all the same s**t
    Just adding another year to the calander
    Just another day
    Done
    Just another way
    For someone else to claim they one

    It maybe a new year
    But the tears are the same
    They fall in the same way
    And they keep coming just like before



    Why???????
    Oh why

    Why do I cry???
    Why do the tears fall so fast?
    When ever I think about this
    Its like digging my grave a little deeper



    Why is it when I die
    On the inside
    All I can do is cry
    On the outside
    I wish I could just try
    Try and show it more
    To show the world what it feels like

    But as I sit here lying in a misery
    Of not the past and not the future
    But the present.
    I know they say happy new year
    But is anything really that different

    We change so little in one day but everyone makes a huge deal about it
    Is it that we have survived another year
    Or is it just another meaningless tradition?

    The tears wont dry
    And the blood wont stop
    As the blade falls everyone knows
    This could be the end for a life so short lived
    But in his mind he was old
    He carried the weight no one should
    But if he didn't who would?

    While one dies another thousand celebrate
    He screams goodbye world
    They scream goodbye year.

    He was just tired of trying
    And ended up starting another year crying
    And at the end he just gave up and followed through with dying


    So when you look at the sky next
    Think about how many souls were lost
    Good thing he wasn't one of them
    He was just another souless ginger
    He rots in the ground not caring anymore.


    At the funeral they all say
    Oh What a New Year.
    Oh
    What a New Year.