• Stop it
    I feel you
    Just stop it

    Throbbing Heart
    wanting something out of my control
    Or is that limit just in my head?

    This pain is unbearable
    and there is no cure
    im so lost

    They say to always follow your heart
    its not as easy as it sounds
    my mind creates a wall
    my heart creates its pounds

    Afraid, im always afraid
    im such a coward
    stuck in a coma of my lies
    my true feelings, and regret

    I cant take this sound
    this sound that silently tells me
    you cant have what you want

    It makes me sick
    to look at myself in the mirror
    What have i done?
    What have i created?

    I have stabbed my own heart
    Ive blamed you for so long
    now that i have lost you
    I realize i cant live without you
    Your words, your touch, your soul

    Ive become empty, ive noticed
    Ive lost my passion, i try
    to distract myself but your always there

    go away, please
    i cant take this guilt any longer

    I need you, you dont need me
    I want you to want me
    but i cant get what i want

    So I lie here in self pity
    counting down the days
    hallucinating what never happened
    staring at nothing....smiling