Last Thoughts of a Lonely Kid

• Artist: Caged_Tulips
• Description: A poem i wrote for my friend heather who committed suicide when we were in high school.
• Date: 04/18/2009
• Tags: last thoughts lonely

Into my pillow a lonely tear drops
My life as you knew it has forever stopped
I was so lonely, not having any fun
I decided to end it with my father's gun
I'm sorry, my parents, for causing you this pain
You had everything to lose and I had nothing to gain
Soon you will be wondering why
I chose not to live but instead chose to die
Please don't blame yourselves. It was nothing that you did
I just couldn't take any more. It's hard to be a kid
No, it wasn't drugs nor was it alcohol
It wasn't any of these, I promise not at all
I was tired of feeling lonely and oh so blue
But as I died today my thoughts were of you
Just to let you know I'm finally happy, it's true
Please remember I will always love you.

Comments

[MyfriendsareDohnuts]

That's beautiful :3
It's not over dramatic and it's really sweet! For a long time..well this is probably the first time ever but I give you a 5!

[airyxbear]

omg.. that was beautiful.. im srry to hear that you had to write that for a sad reason...i loved it. 5/5