• My life is an eternal war,
    My goals are near but they seem so far.
    as the tears of wind make fool to the night,
    the clouds in a swirl as if in a fight.
    the birds dont sing their heavenly song,
    the atmosphere, it seems all so wrong.
    so as you sit and wonder why,
    dont you wish you want to die?
    it all seems pointless, you cant see how,
    you could never make a difference now.
    you see your feet as you hang your head,
    and the scars from the time you've turned and fled.
    when will they see you?when will they care?
    when will they accept you?will they even dare?
    you cant see the your future, your dreams on the way.
    so fake was the hope you've given away.
    A sudden revelation is the vision you behold,
    of being someone special;all the lies youve been told.
    they form a bitter circle, through words of cruel muck,
    so your happiness is over youve run out of luck.
    because you found out who you thought,
    were not your friends, but friends you'd bought.
    so the answer now is as clear as the day,
    for the tears they have caused you they must finally pay.
    Now you have no one you're simply a speck,
    you stand in the shadows of a mangled wreck.
    your trapped in a world of stinging despair,
    where do you go to?you dont know where.