• I wish to fit in
    To be seen again
    To feel warmth and happiness
    Upon my cold, pulseless skin.

    I wish to feel the air again
    To walk out of this room,
    To get better soon,
    I want to live, oh doctor, please.

    I wish to make my family proud,
    To make them clap and smile without doubt,
    To talk to my friends once more,
    I don't want to enter that exit door.

    I wish to breathe in air
    To wipe these dreaded tears after tear
    To know that I have a simple ability,
    The ability to grow old.

    I wish to take the past back,
    To keep the smoke from filling my lungs,
    To sleep once again,
    I want a dream without the popping of guns.

    I wish to apologize to everyone,
    To wipe their tears from my hospital bed,
    To take back those nightmares they dread,
    These machines can't stay on forever.

    I wish to die with dignity,
    To do something worthy,
    To have lived a long life in popularity.
    Why must it end so shortly.

    I wish to look at them from upon my grave,
    To watch over them and keep them safe,
    To warm their hearts and let them know,
    How sorry I am, but I must go.