• The cold water hits my face, and it feels so warm on my skin
    I see his face only to feel my stomach drop, and my legs tighten
    He jumps in the water looking for a cold relief to the hot humid day
    and he looks at me

    I go under to feel the water cold on my face
    and lean back to think about what if's and simple hypotheticals
    until I see nothing but the water and I feel his skin against mine

    I go into hotter water only to feel his arms around me
    and I feel safe, relaxed but only for a second
    because I realized I was getting too close,
    too fast, I want to feel cold so I go back to where I started
    I think about the past and what will happen if I kept drifting,
    wandering about in my mind about him, But

    His skin is so soft and his touch is tempting
    his voice is honest, and in his eyes I feel safe.
    I cant help but to get too close, but is it too fast?