• I read these books, stories, and fairy tales of happy endings and your one true love.

    I see guys with their girlfriends looking at another with so much love and devotion.

    Their kiss, their touch, their smiles… they found theirs.

    Why cant I find mine?

    It seems like I’m nothing special.

    Yeah, I’ve dated guys… if you call being used, cheated on, dated because of a dare, and to get someone else jealous "dating".

    In books, they find their one guy that they cant let go.

    Like their life is around him.

    I see couples at the mall and school so happy, holding hands, and sitting in their lap… but why not me?

    Why can't I have that on hand touch me with such softness that I melt?

    Why can't I have my dream kiss in the rain?

    Why can't I be loved?

    I’m not the most beautiful girl or the smartest.

    The best curves or the most known person in school.

    I’m just me and not like everyone else.

    I want to have love and that kiss to last.

    I want to hold hands and sit in a lap.

    I want… I want a great guy.

    I want that one guy to see me and have that spark.

    This is the one thing I want. I want to smile, laugh, and feel loved.

    Yes, I have my friends and family but… that’s not the love I want.

    I may sound like a b***h saying “want” but this is the only thing I truly want.

    It seems I can't have it because my dad died.

    Like my way to love died with him.

    I feel I can't be loved. I am Loveless… never to have a happy ending.

    But I want that fairy tale.

    I want my dream kiss.

    I want that touch.

    I want that butterfly feeling in my stomach.

    I want love!

    But I’m Loveless.

    Never to be loved.