• Can you not understand the way you make me feel?

    If I try to convey my feelings you say I’m being unreal.

    It’s not that I’m simply being so unreal,

    It’s just that you continuously make my heart have to heal.

    I can’t stand this unbearable torture much longer.

    It’s seems like my pain is only making you stronger.

    I love you more than a human is possible of loving,

    But alas I ‘m only human, and it feels like my time is coming.

    I hope that when I’m gone you will think of me,

    But if you don’t, that is ok, you cant help that it turned out this way.

    Do you think I was lying, when I said I was crying?

    If so, I was not. I thought of you every time a tear dropped.

    But I could not tell you, for I was too scared.

    I understand that it was my fault for staying,

    “We cannot help who we love” is what I’m saying.

    I leave you with this, and hope it gives you a smile,

    To be by your side, all this pain was worth while.