• Im loseing, loseing everythig... everything that i ever grew to know. So much to take in... in so little time. Makes me wonder... Have i changed so much? Or am i the same?
    So many thoughts... So little room. My head throbs... It beats to the rhythem of all the time thats gone by. So fast, blink of an eye. No time to see, no time to breath... Not even time for a small faint heartbeat.
    Exhaution takes over. Mentally and Physically, unable to fight, because no fights to be fought. War is costant in my mind. When i close my eyes, i see those thoughts, those memories. They constantly play in my head, so no time for bed... So i grow groggy, my eyes get red. So negativity fills my ears and pores out my mouth. It burns my throat, I slowly fall... Tears rain, hate builds.
    And the realilty of everything decaying before my eyes sets in...
    And saturates every thought that processes through my mind. Till theres nothing left i can bear to take in......