• I get it
    You don't have to explain it to me
    I'm awkward
    I'm weird
    I'm just not right for you
    Or for anyone even, I think
    Who would like someone like me?
    I laugh
    Because it's so funny
    Because I need to
    Because I don't want you to know that I'm crying
    But really
    I want you to notice my sadness
    I want you to comfort me
    I want you to see through my disguise
    But you don't
    Or do you?
    Maybe you just don't care
    So I pretend that I don't care
    I pretend that I don't realize how stupid I was
    For even hoping
    For even dreaming
    That you would ever love me back
    Even though you said it
    You said, "Love you"
    Countless times
    But it was never real to you, was it?
    It was real to me
    I wish I could tell you that
    I wish I could make it all go away
    I wish that you loved me back
    That it truly was something real to you
    Not only me
    Because it makes me feel alone
    It makes me feel hurt
    It makes me wish you were with me
    Even though you caused the pain in the first place
    What can I say?
    I'm hurt
    I'm sad
    I'm broken-hearted
    But I still love you
    I still want you to care about me
    That's all I'm asking for
    One chance
    Just one chance
    Because without you
    This broken heart will never mend
    Never
    And it'll be all my fault
    Mine
    But of course I'm just talking to myself
    I can't talk to you
    Not about this
    So I'll just fall apart
    While you move on in life
    Thinking about you
    Thinking about what I could've done
    Wanting to make it right again
    But it'll be too late
    Much too late
    A broken heart

    Forever broken