• lost in the turmoil of my own thoughts
    life is nothing but a phase
    darkness surounds me
    leading nowhere
    trapping me in a cage
    my thoughts nothing more then a ringing noise now as i try to forget my life
    the blood and tears that were shed
    the fear thats was in my own heart
    never trusting a soul
    doughting what could not be doughted
    never seeing the truth behind so words
    the hidden meaning that was lerking in the darkness
    why? why is that no matter how hard i tried i failed?
    why was it so hard just to live one day of life?
    I was never normal
    nor could i hope to ever be normal
    lost in pain and sorrow
    death is easy....
    but living is ten thimes harder
    thought linger from time to time
    when i tink of love something I've only found once but lost
    some say I'm heartless others just feel my pain and understand which one are you?