• I'm wondering now if all that I have
    Is just some amazing dream
    Is just some twisted nightmare

    Perfection can't be this easy to come by
    Just as life can't be this simple
    It's not for me, it can never be
    So then why now am I so intertwined
    In sweetness that cannot be true?
    Why must I live these lies
    If my dreaming will end so soon?
    Is this real, please tell me so
    I'm not naive, not a fool
    Though I may act as if I am
    But still I know how life is
    I know how dreams end
    And I force myself into blindness
    That will only just make it worse
    But always in the back of my mind
    These nagging questions I won't face
    These insecurities won't go away

    I'm wondering now if all that I have
    Is just some amazing dream
    Is just some twisted nightmare