• As I blink my exterior crumbles
    My eyes well up with tears of pain
    I fight to hold on to the walls
    The tears fall down my face.

    As I submit to my failure
    My body shudders with sobs
    I want so badly to cower away
    My body refuses to let me.

    It forces painful memories out
    Memories of past heartbreak
    I want to scream at myself
    Now is no time to be weak.

    I need the past to stay there
    To continue my battle forwards
    The future looks much brighter
    But the past is hard to lose.

    Memories of a false love
    Of a love based on lies
    A perfect delusion of love
    Shattered by the bitter truth.

    My future is coming soon
    I will win this battle
    Any day now I will be free
    I shall be carefree and happy.