Love is All Just Pain

• Artist: luvd_n_forgotten
• Description: It is what it says it is
• Date: 01/09/2010
• Tags: love just pain

Submitting to the sickness
Harms my way of life
My heart on the line
In between the cross section
Of love and hate
Dont make me choose
This feeling is pain

Its pulling me over to him
But you say you cant live without me
I cant live without you either
You make my heart beat
But he makes my heart full
Yu say your true and mine forever
And i do want you forever
But your not here when you should be
He is...

My fate is in the hands of my heart
The strength my heart can hold on to
But I wonder can i really let you go
Can i take him and never look back
Never doubt you were what i needed all along

You say your my soulmate
I say i am yours
But with this good always comes the bad
This hurt of not having you tares me on the inside
And rips me on the outside
Torturing inside out

As i ask myself everyday
Who will hold my heart today?
I feel the excitement hit me
A rush some might say
But also i feel the ache
The terror
The hilarity of it all
You have no clue hes taking me away
And he has no clue i already have you
Would you still stand by me when you find out?
Will he?
Will you laugh and walk away
Will you cry like i am right now
Or will you forgive me...

But truthfully i dont want forgiveness
How can you forgive someone who falls for two different guys
Their both so different
But then again so much the same
Im not worthy of such love
Love were i hurt not just one but both

But then i learned
Oh, did i learn
I learned of the girl you liked
I learned of the girl he liked
While you love another closer near you
He loves another farther away from him
So should i feel guilty?
Guilty?
For liking both of you at the same time
When all along yourand himwere doing the exact same thing
Can i stand to look you in the eye and see your fake smile thrown in my direction?
The same ones you give her everyday
Can i stand to touch him and feel his warmth?
The same warmth he gives her everyday
Can i stand to see anything anymore?
Feel anymore?
Or should it all just stop?
I like the sound of that better
So maybe...
Just maybe for awhile
I will shut my eyes...
Close my ears....
And shun away others touch
For awhile maybe i can feel no pain

Comments

[Smitten14]

I thought it was a really good poem.It was emotionally challenging,heartfelt,and definately a poem I would want to read if I was heartbroken.Though I thought it was a bit on the sappy side,I really liked all of the detail.Dont let guys bring you down girl be a strong independant woman and in time that perfect guy will come and you'll know it. smile

[Xx-Mystra-xX]

...i see your going personal know with ur poems..reed a couple of them but this one takes my attention...
..pretty good if i may say so myself but im not going to lie to u ether..u've could have express urself even more as in detail by detail on some stence..but this one acually makes me think about stuff and im actually going to try and write some more..but anyways like the comment before me..KEEP STRONG...it'll be worth it in the end when you have that guy..

[Alucard the dark one]

don't let the guys in your life get you down, they may be jerks and a-holes but you have to keep looking, heartbreak and pain is only god telling you "he isn't the right one for you" try again and don't give up 5/5

[Taurius Dreams]

this is amazing i will check out ur other stuff check out mine and 5/5 and added to faves