• Got up at 12
    Stared at the full moon
    Wishing the world would end
    And just crash around me soon
    Went inside
    Wrote a fanfic
    About Sora and his stupid girlfriend.
    Why can't I get a freaking date?
    Am I that ugly?
    Am I seriously that much of a freak
    That no guy, no matter how geeky
    Ever shot me a second glance?
    Then memories flood
    Of that one kid
    My buddy Starburst
    With neon pink hair
    How I crushed his heart
    And turned him down
    Even though I was single
    Out of all the girls
    He chose me
    And I remeber how he told me
    He liked me:
    "The second I saw you
    I knew you were pretty
    But then we talked
    And you were nice too
    Willing to see
    All I had to draw and write for you
    And you taught me how to draw Sonic
    And his buddies
    Gabby, will you be my starfish?"
    I feel my heart race
    As I rush online
    Check my friends list
    And nearly cryed
    When I read that word:
    Idle.
    I send him a PM
    Asking him to meet me online next Saturday.
    Now I wait
    Desperately hoping
    Glad for the star
    In my ebony life.