• this fear
    the fear i will do it agian
    i don't know why
    to see the blood, no
    to feel the pain, maybe
    to see my hurt upon my flesh, yes
    but i don't want to
    i don't want to fall back
    back in to that endless pit
    don't want to dig myself into a hole
    i don't want to see your sadness
    i don't ever want to see your sadness
    i don't want to make anybody else hurt
    don't want to inflict pain

    this fear
    the fear i will slip
    slip of the edge
    the edge i am teetering on
    the edge that is my safty
    well, until you came
    until you came and brightened my life
    you made me smile
    you made me laugh
    you were my friend...
    but not anymore
    you left me
    left me alone
    on the edge
    one side ifall to my death
    the other i fall to my depression

    this fear
    this fear of myself

    this fear
    this fear consumes me...