• Thoughts infiltrate my dim mind.
    Now my eyes pour with satin vanity.
    Everything looses color,for now I'm blind.
    I show no love; I'm loosing my humanity.

    Scratches across the walls,
    Ashes scattered on my skin.
    I listen to the silent calls
    Of voices that demand me of sin.

    Sleep causes torment;
    With dreams comes hysterical woe.
    The pain has me terribly spent
    So I'm pale as the winter snow.

    My screams never matter.
    No one ever hears.
    "God don't let me shatter!"
    I know he rejects my tears.

    I can't remember the little things:
    The year, my mother's name.
    Memories are cut like strings,
    My pride has turned to cold shame.

    I've got nothing to do
    But sit here and stare at a windowless room;
    Pretend I haven't got a clue.
    I won't ever leave: this is my god-forsaken tomb.

    Swallowed by a ferocious disease
    Because life was taken away.
    God dismisses my fearful pleas;
    I hate living in a world gone grey.

    This is what I was meant to be:
    Poisoned by thoughts that won't let me free.
    Compassion is nothing more but pure profanity,
    But it's all I see in this blinding insanity.