The Hostility Of Difference

• Artist: Petalx
• Description:
• Date: 08/10/2010
• Tags: hostility difference

I don't know what to do
In this lonely world
Why I'm the odd one out
The thorn on the rose
I always knew i was different
but i never knew how much
How can you look at me and stand the sight of
The ugly monster that i am

It's like torture looking in the mirror
For just one second
To see the b***h that I've become
I hear you all talk behind my back
My so-call friends
But what else can i do except smile
and pretend not to give a damn


You think i like being this way
The heartless b***h you all say
But have you ever stopped to wonder why i'm the way i'm
What sorrow i must have gone through
To turn me into a monster you all hate
But trust me when i say the feelings that
you have for me cannot compare to the feelings that i have for myself

Imagine waking up each day
Hating the person that you are
But worse knowing that you cant ever change
Because trust me there are worst thing's
than hating yourself
There's the one thing that made you
wake up in the morning in the first place

Comments

[Petalx]

i guess

[Estarine Zephaloid]

I know how you feel. At least, I think I do. It is naivety to imagine you know exactly how a person feels, but I think I understand some of it. I know it may not be what you want to hear, but everyone is different, and yet we have things in common, You simply have to find someone enough like you. Friends who do not acept you for who you are are not friends at all