• As I sit here
    Tears rolling down my cheeks
    I think of what I'd like to say
    Yet I can't
    You say I know nothing
    My opinion non-existent
    You say I have a choice
    So long as it's what you chose
    Who am I
    Am I who I thought I was
    No I am nothing
    I try to please you
    Never good enough
    Taking notice of my mistakes
    Life's not easy
    You make it harder
    I am useless now
    Not because I am
    Because you program me so
    I am depressed
    It's cause you are my savior
    I look to you for guidance
    Yet you shoot me down
    You love what you could make me
    Not who I am
    You don't love your son
    You love what you want from him
    Slave to his emotions
    Control him through it
    You know how to make him cry
    Causing fear too
    I feel insignificant
    Living not for purpose
    But to please my father
    Cliche it may be
    But what choice do I have
    My dreams are torn apart
    My skills eliminated
    I'm worth nothing in this world
    Nothing
    Empty
    Insignificant
    Soulless
    Powerless
    Useless
    I'm waiting for death
    It holds a world
    Without expectation
    Misguided truth in choice
    Controlling pressures
    I want to escape
    Escape
    But I'm powerless
    Useless

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