• * Rough and painted
    Smooth and sharp
    My edges to your daggers
    I fell, tripped up once again
    How easily i end up in your snare
    One day soon i wont have enough strength to return

    Not holding me hostage, nor prisoner
    Yet im bound and chained
    Gagged and tortured
    Do you think this is a game?

    My goal to be set free is simple
    Wont yu help?
    Dont stand by, not even watching,
    Love me.

    I left you once but never again
    I want whats mine but the courage wont come out
    Silence is no longer adequate
    I need your love

    Not safe, nor cured
    Yet you no longer pay attention
    My balance tips
    My sanity at risk

    Wont you help?
    Did you already forget?
    Us?
    Me?

    Your my cure to this sick sick disease
    I hurt, i ache in every inch, every corner and joint in this soon numb body and mind

    I just barely weave through the pain
    Those lonely nights but they have been lonely even before we were over
    You stopped caring long before
    So as i desperately hang on
    Im frozen as ice

    My heart feels drugged
    You played the game from the start

    I contemplate over and over what you have done to me
    but thinking wont help
    Plans and ideas are just a bother

    Acting upon whats needed
    I play the game too
    I will capture you in my snare
    This time you will be left screaming
    I was a fool but i learned a few new tricks
    My existence now only to win
    I want my fair share of vengeance, you see.

    Rough and painted
    Smooth and sharp
    Your edges to my daggers
    You fall, fall upon your knees over me
    Now easily i will put you back in your place
    While whispering in your ear...
    First loves a b***h isnt it?