• One night beneath the full moon,
    on a cold summer night,
    I saw you....and i guess you saw me
    ...really saw me for what i was and for who i could be

    Your shyness captivated me and gave me a reason to dream
    your voice held me prisoner though i begged and pleaded to leave
    You spoke....and i memorized every word
    and as we walked and talked, I began to feel
    ...at peace

    You showed me the moon and the stars and places that were
    oh so long forgotten...
    You held my hand and held me close when the shadows came creeping

    I fell for you.....hard and fast.....
    You were the guy of my dreams, the man who could light me a flame,
    who could turn me to mush with one touch, or caress of your lips.......
    The man who I had given my heart to unconditionally, unconsciously
    whose love i craved........

    But as they say good things never last...oh how i wish it had....
    You broke me...mind heart and soul....
    u tore out my heart and cut it in two with a jagged knife.....
    I hurt...
    I bled....
    I died.....
    ....and now im a new me!!!
    One who doesn't let men too close for fear of hurt!
    one who has no trust!
    one who is afraid to give her heart!
    one who shy's away from commitment!
    who runs from attachment!
    who falls asleep with tears in her eyes after months of being alone....
    ......My Sweet

    My heart was always yours......
    But yours was never truly yours to give........