• I just with somebody even if its just somebody random, somebody i could relly on..
    I just with somebody even if it’s just somebody random, somebody I could rely on...
    it seems ever time i find support in somebody they get taken away. like one of the things I want most is a person that will tell me im beautiful, somebody that when I wake up in the morning I know they'll be there in the morning, somebody that will hold me when I cry, or give me meds when im sick, and tell me im perfect and that they wont ever leave me, that would write poems with me and to me, or watch movies with me, and keep me warm when im cold.... but nooo, its just too much to ask, for somebody just to love me. And stay there and not have there parents divorced and have to move to Texas, or wont just disappear, or we wont lose each other after the summer, and will always be there. The longest time I ever had a true friend was for one year then something just had to go wrong. I know I sound selfish saying all this at there’s no way to not sound selfish, but hey ima girl, I get over emotional what can you expect? im not making you read this so if you don’t like it its not my fault I just need a place to blow off steam and were I know I will never see and of the people that read this and if I do at least you wont know my face. I just feel alone no matter how many people im around. I don’t have anybody in my live beside my family and a few friends but not the kind of friends that really understand you. not the kind of friends that you could tell your darkest secrets to, I only had one friend like that, im pretty sure I have written about her more then 3 times by now... if you remember her name was Sara. Anyway thank you to anybody who reads this and actually listens and understands....
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