Hate

• Artist: beppiblu
• Description: I went to this dance, and there's this guy I'm absolutely crazy about. I was dancing with my friends next to him, and then Ness walks up. As I'm dancing, he's watching me, but grinding with Ness enough to start a fire. Then when I'm about to ask my friend to ask him to dance with me, they start making out. After that all I want to do is cry.
  
  Sorry if this makes no sense. I just needed to vent. thanks :T
• Date: 02/05/2011
• Tags: hate

How am I supposed to feel
When all I can do is hate you
Hate me
And Hate that b***h that kissed you
And hate the dance you danced with her
And hate the face that you make my heart stop
And my words choke in my throat
And hate her for not being up to my standards
And hate my best friend for not getting it
And hate that I had to hold in the tears
And hate that I'm not up to your level
And hate that I'm not pretty enough
And hate that you didn't dance with me first.

But I love, through all this hate
That you smiled at me, just once.