• Why do I keep inching closer
    Each step I flinch for I don’t know what lies ahead
    Each stitch in my broken heart begins to break
    The silt of feeling loved gets kicked up with each step
    I want so badly to feel this again
    But I know after flying
    You must fall
    And after ever fall
    There is a new crack in my damaged heart
    Im not sure how to react to his words
    I long to talk all day to him
    Im not sure if I should keep going
    Or should I just put up my wall now
    I remember how hard is was to stitch together each piece
    No matter how it seem I was alright
    Thoughs stinging, burning, screaming scars remain
    It will soon be time my heart will break again
    I keep wishing this could just be a perfect dream
    But every time I have to pull my head from the clouds
    The harsh realization keeps hitting me that
    No matter how much I wish
    How much I want
    How much I hope
    I can never have something that’s impossible for me to reach
    Oh why can’t I just extend my reach just a little bit
    Just to grab this prize I stare at every day
    Behind its glass wall it sits
    Mocking my every day
    It tells me I can have it
    I can take it whenever I want
    But I can’t
    I will never have my fairy tale day
    My perfect love without a broken heart
    The painless crash
    The simple end
    My perfect day with the one