I'm Depressed.
So I'm in love with this girl who happens to be one of my friends and to make sure no one freaks out its not Mindy. >:c I told my sister I liked a girl and she said is it mindy? AND I'M LIKE HELL NAW b***h! Then I slapped her. xD tis funny. anyways she has short hair and shes just the cutest girl I'll ever see. But the bad thing is its like 80% shes straight...sounds like some kinda test. I mean she is soo tomboyish but girly at the same time, her innerself is a mixture of a guy and girl and its the perfect match I've been looking for. But, again shes most likly straight. Shes too innocent to bring her in all my troubles but yet I'm lost with her beatiful ways. I've fell in love with one of my bestest of all best friends befor and after that its been hell. I dont want to risk my friendship with her but i cant hold it in any longer. I am constantly thinking what to do. I'll be leaving her forever soon cause I have to move and I might never see her again. Whatever shall I do? crying heart heart heart
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