*sigh* God I'm pathetic. Wondering what I am going to whine about now? Deppressed I am. My town sucks a**! I only know 4 damn lesbians around my age, and all of them are keeping it secret; and won't consider dating. I'm not trying long distance cause its wrong and it never works out. The girl I was gonna go out with doesnt want us seen, known, and shes leaving for the whole summer. So its more likley it will fail, and the usual, brake my heart. I just want someone to tell me they love me, and I can say it back in a lovers way. *sigh* Almost all my friends have somebody. WOW 0_o am I really that bad? I know I have mood swings (no I'm not pregnet) , and I can get loud, but really
? I'm looking for a girl, but usually I get those annoying guys that just want to hit it and quit it. Ewwwww....GROSS. It's pretty sad, man. I admit I'm over reacting when I start crying at night, cause I'm so lonley. I guess thats were you call me emo. All I want is a girlfriend, I feel so left out when I see all my friends saying they lover their guy or girl. But again all of them are straight. *sigh* The only girl I can get was the one who I WAS gonna date. But yeah. I explained it. Grrrr......They tell me to wait and stuff, but I can get real lonely and stuff real fast. I can date a person for like a year and we still wont be impatient, thats how long I will wait. God I AM pathetic. *sigh*
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Love is the emblem of eternity;
it confounds all notions of time;
effaces all memory of beginning, and all fear of an end.
- Madame de Stael -
it confounds all notions of time;
effaces all memory of beginning, and all fear of an end.
- Madame de Stael -
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