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No Feeling.
I have no feeling in my heart and soul
Because I'm trapped by you and the things that you do to me.
But no more shall I wait for this to end.
I will end it myself, without your help
So that I can be without you.
Because you’ve killed everything I had or wanted.
I am alone now because of you…
But no matter, I’m breaking free
From this stronghold that you’ve trapped me in.
And I hope you know….
This is just for you to know that now…
You will have no power over me anymore…
So don’t try to control me.
I don’t need you… but you need me.
With out me thinking of you, you’re jus a ghost,
A memory, a thought that doesn’t exist.
You will never again cross my path as a human.
You shall be seen as an animal, a monster.
Because that’s what you are.
You are a heartbreaker, a coward, and a liar.
And so many things could have gone better.
If only you had cared enough to talk
To return my calls or reply to the connections I tried to make.
So because of you I have no feeling and it shall remain this way
Until you say the words that I need to hear…
And those words are of your choice….
Whether they are the one I hope to hear
Or the ones that will set yourself free…
That choice is completely up to you.
You can hand me the bullet
Or you can hand me my heart…
But either way…the outcome is death.
Because you have killed me.
It’s too late for anything, too late for words
Too late for apologies, too late for you.
Because not matter what you say
You can’t help me…you can’t hurt me…
Because…
I have no feeling…