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You and I are growing so distant.
So far out of reach but still there to miss.
Arguments are more frequent
And hanging up either leaves me sad,
Stressed or depressed.
It used to make me happy becaue the last thing said
Was ALWAYS "I love you too."
But now we are so hidden as is the truth.
And love without trust will die.
I wish you coud trust me.
But we are so distant that it's cold here.
No one has ever loved me like you do...
And I pray that will never change.
Please...always love me...
So this pain will leave
And I just wish it would stop.
That things would be like they used to be.
But it's never going to be the same, is it?
I love you so much and yet things are still dropping down.
My self-esteem is lower than ever
And you used to pick it up and make me happy.
Now, even when I want you to call, I'm afraid.
I never want to leave you for if it weren't for you...
I wouldn't even be alive right now.
You saved me...my life...
But still...even when you don't...
Even when things are at there worse;
When you and I are so distant you forget my name...
When you feel so much pain from the trust that died that day...
The day I lied to you...
When you are so far away I cry just because I thought of you...
I will love you even...
Even when you don't...
Even when you're so distant...