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Well as i have plainly said EFF.... now then... actually I don't know why I really said it I just know that I received bad news for myself with the person thinking he was giving happy thoughts! Well Obviously he didn't know what's in my head, around the corner, and behind a bolt lock door...
Alright, we all know I've been cooing over my friend, the crush. Aw ******** IT! I'm just going to say her name.. CHRISTI! CHRISTI CHRISTI CHRISTI! THERE! <clears throat> now that's over... wait one more thing to shout out... I HAVE A CRUSH ON MY BEST FRIEND CHRISTI! I'VE HAD IT FOR OVER A YEAR NOW!!!!!!! Aaahh... much better... Now! down to business...
Friend of Christi and me = Oodin/Brett which ever I feel like typing (guy from WoW who's 19 and lives in St. Louis)
Ok, so I was trying to read between the lines on this but he either has a crush on her also OR they're actually going out. And he decided to tell this to me cause he thought I had figured it out. Well being me I didn't say anything about me feeling a certain way for Christi. So I'm listening to him politely as he talks while I'm secretly trying not to cry because I have work in an hour.
You know what, I'm going to go with my 2008 resolution and just say ******** It. I'm going to end communication via WoW, Cell, and MSN for a few days, collect my thoughts, cry a lot, go storming up stairs angry and furious that everyone falls for Christi (hell, even I have) and I'm left in the dark 99 ******** percent of the time!!!! DAMN YOU ALL! (not to anyone specific, but to the cruel cruel world in general) I suppose I'll get on gaia once a day to do the daily chance and respond to any mail. (even though no one mails me on this damned thing anyways) and feed my fishes.
You know what! I hope she ******** reads this to save me the trouble of keeping it inside when I'm around her. And I hope she confronts me about it too!
So to make a diagram... one moment <gets on paint> actually I'll do that later
 rainbow_kiss-able_kisses · Sat Dec 27, 2008 @ 06:49pm · 0 Comments |
