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Ok, so here in the wonderful state of -beeeeeeeep- we had a snow day for expected weather like a month ago. Well that 'expected weather' just happened to be on the day of the inauguration. And then there was no snow. Can you say waste of my time? Now -beeeeeep- is a lame city and said we had to make up our no snow snow day on Presidents' day. . . . and that's not all folks! We already have 3 snow days BUILT into the stupid schedule! Thus, instead of the normal 180 days, we have 183 >.> And they STILL wanted us to go to school. OH! and that day was the week before exams so we missed a day of exam review LAST semester. LAST. And now exams are over, we missed a day for last semester and we're making it up the 2nd semester but it doesn't help us any cause it was from LAST semester! Are you getting my point? So naturally i tried arguing these points with my parents hoping they would see the light.... well that plan failed. So instead of actually going to school i decided to -coughskipcough- heh. AND! to rub lemon, salt and butter on a paper cut under a nail... we had a DUSTING this morning... THERE WAS WHITE STUFFS ON THE GROUND! ... Fail. Just fail. So I was going to just bum at starbucks till 9ish when my sister would come and get me to go shopping. Well my friend's mom (mama) came in and saw me there. She laughed cause the starbucks is right across the street from the school and said that i could go to her house to hide out till my sister came. Woo! She harbored her unofficially adopted fugitive! And so far I have been able to out wit my parents. They think i went to school and the school can't call cause the phone is off the hook! BWAHAHAHAHA! Now I'm just crossing my fingers as to hope it will stay that way xP.
Moving on to other matters besides ditching school. I asked a mutual friend of mine and Christi's of what he would say if i ask her out. All he said was grats?. It's understandable cause he doesn't really know either of us. But he did make a valid point that if it doesn't work it will be highly awkward for us. Thus ruining an 8 year friendship. I just don't know what to do. I get giddy every time i plan to meet her. I worry about what to wear, how i look, what to talk about, everything almost. I buy her coffee at least once a week. I share any food i get with her whether it's candy or fries. I worry about her constantly, if she's really fine, if she's practically dying inside, how she's handling things. I just... i almost honestly think I... I love her. I would go through hell and back for her. And I'd do it again and again and again each time willingly. If it wasn't for her I may not feel like going to school one day and then just never go again. Start doing drugs and having sex or something, god knows i'm horny enough x.x I'm half tempted to go up to her one day and just say 'I like you, the ball's in your court now. You do what you think is right.' But I'm afraid that she'll never talk of that again. And then I'll become paranoid thinking that everything is a subliminal message.
If you have any thoughts on either of those topics feel free to post a comment or pm me or something really. I don't care.
 rainbow_kiss-able_kisses · Tue Feb 17, 2009 @ 12:23am · 0 Comments |
