• why does she do this?
    it causes so much pain
    my heart crumbles under her grip
    she makes these up
    just to watch me die
    im such a loser
    crying in school
    i used think love was the only pain
    the only darkness in life
    but now i know
    why do we have friends
    if they can just turn on you
    and tear you life apart
    sharing secrets not meant to be told
    saying thoughts that can't be shared
    should we ll just truly be alone
    the way you make me feel is great
    or it was
    that joy
    is now
    death
    sadness
    missery
    depression
    and more saddness
    thats all you ever had to offer
    well i have to end this now
    my tears might wreck the keyboard
    or possibly the blood on my arms
    but what does that matter
    would anyone even care if i put a bullet through my head
    would anyone.....