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Well... I'm an absolute genius here. I share a bunk bed with my sister and I have the top bunk. And when I lay on my back on my bed, I put my feet on the ceiling. Occasionally I press up with my feet... well um... I feel really bad right now because I was reading for homework on my bed and I pressed on the ceiling a bit too hard
x.x
Yeah, I think you get my point. I told my mom and she said there's nothing to be done and now I'm just waiting for my dad to find out. I really want to do something with it though. At least help pay for the damages. I know I've just started working, but it was my fault. Oh, and it's not a very small hole. It's about 18'' by 12'' it looks like... yeah. I really do feel bad though. And I'm probably never going to sleep on the top bunk again. Ever. I'll just make the futon my new bed... but I seriously don't want to sleep on the top bunk for fear of making it worse.

Well Besides the immediate news... I'm going to give a few updates on some topics. A friend of mine noticed a sudden dramatic change in mood of our friend when I magically come online (*note* I'm talking about World of Warcraft here) and join group with them. I would really like to understand why this is so, so I plan to confront her about this tomorrow. My friend and I (not the one with the sudden mood change) where talking of possible reasons for this. We came up with
1. She actually gets happy when I get on
2. She's hiding her feelings from me because
a. She doesn't want to make me worry
b. She doesn't want to add her problems to mine
c. Habit?
Anywho, I'm going to try to scrounge up the nerves to ask her about it.

And then there's the deal with me still liking my best friend for more than what the title implies. I'm thinking of telling a more mutual friend of ours, one that might know what I should do, if anything. But I don't know. He is older that both of us by 4 years and he might look at it as childish and naive. Hmm... That could also be a reason 3.... I'm not going to go there.

WELL... I need to go wash my clothes for tomorrow and try to do my French homework, which by the way, I'm failing "earning" an E in that class. I'm not good at foreign languages... at ALL.

I'll try to get something else in before the end of the year... maybe a bit after the new year to update my holidays and such. Like I said, I'm off to do less fun stuff.