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I want to get out of my house so bad right now. My father and sister are having one of their infamous 'talks' even though it's more like having her shut up while I yell at you, and tell you what you're doing wrong. And then when you try to repeat what I told you a while ago I respond by saying, 'It's up to mother... I don't know her mind, she makes the choices, I just pay the bills' Then he will probably throw and break something of hers to get her attention cause she'll get all pissy and act like she owns the world. I HATE the conversations between my sister and my parents. It makes me want to run away and never come back. It makes my head hurt trying to keep up with the drama they make and I fear that once she moves out, they'll target me and all my 'mistakes'.
My head has been hurting for a long while and I thinks it's because I care about things too much so I worry over them. I want at least a week where I can just sleep and not have a care in the world. That would be so great to me. Just sleep and sleep and sleep... Everything is slowly crumbling and I don't want it to. It's ridiculous.
I have to go for now, I might come back later and elaborate some more. Later
 rainbow_kiss-able_kisses · Wed Dec 17, 2008 @ 11:45pm · 0 Comments |
