I loved him
I cared for him
I wanted him everyday
And, still need him everyday
...It wasn't enough...
I forgot one thing
One huge major thing
Promises are meant to be kept
I never did that
Broken Trust...
Broken Promises...
Lies...Deceiving...
...It's all I did...
Is it right to ask for him back?
When you've done so wrong?
When you've broken the trust the promise the everything that really matters...
You can give all the kisses and hugs and thank yous, and sex
But, when you deceive the person you love and keep repeating your mistakes...
Yeah...
But, it's true how they say...
You never know how valuable something is, until you've lost it
And now that I lost him, all that I lived and dreamed of
It hurts...
It aches...
It burns...
It stings...
I'm literally going crazy
I cry for hours
And cry his name, and his special one too
Anthony...Tenshi
I need you, I want you, come back...
Cause I can't take it
People think I'm crazy
Sometimes I think I am
When I grab on my pillow and cry and scream and beg for him...
When my fingers ache from the grip of the pillow, or bedside, and my voice hurts from the crying, and my eyes swollen and red...
I'll stare at myself in the mirror, and think...I can do this...I love him right...
I do...I love him so much...
But tears me apart...rips my sides and churns it around and my heart aching and hurting...literally I feel it hurt and ache...
It feels so lonely and aching...
I tossed and turned and cried into my blanket and pillow, begging for him, begging for the kisses on my forehead the loving hugs, I want him to hold me, to love me, to have me
I want him in my life again...
I Need him in my life...
A friend isn't enough
When you've grown so attached and loved him so close...
A friend hurts
When the hugs aren't what they are...what I really need, what I really want...
When I want a kiss goodnight...and a sweet I love you
To know the ending of my day is perfect and that someone truly loves me and wants me all to them
It feels no one loves me...
And again...I am lost...
I bonded with him too close to be separated with him
I still believe we are destined...
That we are really meant to be...
I want to be...
Oh god I want to be...
Not a day apart...not a kiss missed or a hug
An I love you at the end of the day to make everything right
A kiss to cure all my stress and worries
A kiss to let me know I'm truly wanted
That I belong to someone, that I have true meaning
I cared for him
I wanted him everyday
And, still need him everyday
...It wasn't enough...
I forgot one thing
One huge major thing
Promises are meant to be kept
I never did that
Broken Trust...
Broken Promises...
Lies...Deceiving...
...It's all I did...
Is it right to ask for him back?
When you've done so wrong?
When you've broken the trust the promise the everything that really matters...
You can give all the kisses and hugs and thank yous, and sex
But, when you deceive the person you love and keep repeating your mistakes...
Yeah...
But, it's true how they say...
You never know how valuable something is, until you've lost it
And now that I lost him, all that I lived and dreamed of
It hurts...
It aches...
It burns...
It stings...
I'm literally going crazy
I cry for hours
And cry his name, and his special one too
Anthony...Tenshi
I need you, I want you, come back...
Cause I can't take it
People think I'm crazy
Sometimes I think I am
When I grab on my pillow and cry and scream and beg for him...
When my fingers ache from the grip of the pillow, or bedside, and my voice hurts from the crying, and my eyes swollen and red...
I'll stare at myself in the mirror, and think...I can do this...I love him right...
I do...I love him so much...
But tears me apart...rips my sides and churns it around and my heart aching and hurting...literally I feel it hurt and ache...
It feels so lonely and aching...
I tossed and turned and cried into my blanket and pillow, begging for him, begging for the kisses on my forehead the loving hugs, I want him to hold me, to love me, to have me
I want him in my life again...
I Need him in my life...
A friend isn't enough
When you've grown so attached and loved him so close...
A friend hurts
When the hugs aren't what they are...what I really need, what I really want...
When I want a kiss goodnight...and a sweet I love you
To know the ending of my day is perfect and that someone truly loves me and wants me all to them
It feels no one loves me...
And again...I am lost...
I bonded with him too close to be separated with him
I still believe we are destined...
That we are really meant to be...
I want to be...
Oh god I want to be...
Not a day apart...not a kiss missed or a hug
An I love you at the end of the day to make everything right
A kiss to cure all my stress and worries
A kiss to let me know I'm truly wanted
That I belong to someone, that I have true meaning
